Sad soul in me.
Good morning world. It’s been way too long writing in this white blank space. Life’s good I guess? I know I have been missing out alot of the writings about what had happened in my life (happy/sad/angry) etc cos I’m really busy!!! Can’t wait for exactly 1 more month til my attachment end and IM FREE!!! YAY! Then again, there’s another stressful matter which consist a life or death issue……” what am I going to do? what am I gonna work as? continue studying or I shall find a full time job?” Yknow, music is indeed my passion, arts is always my interest followed by the sciences. But……………… urghhhh. I just hope the Lord will shine light in my heart, guide me to the path he has install for me and be successful! :’)
Shedding weight, issit a good or bad issue? Apparently for me, I’ve lost like 3-5kgs?!?! I even cut a whole lot of my hair so that I wouldnt look THAT skinny! I guess I’m gonna eat as much as I can just to put on some weight just like how I used to be.
Oh love life…. what can I say about you? There is always one thing that I hoped for and that is for the other person to love me more than I do. I’ve been doing alot of things for the other party…and sometimes I just feel like I’m the guy in the r/s? I just want to be the ‘girl’ for awhile. I just miss being that ‘girl’ in the r/s. sigh. Certain things are not really done yet….the planet…the goods and the bad notes about one self…. I feel so not complete when things around me are so messy, not to be done yet, or rather my insecurities are piling up. Who wouldn’t want their insecurities to be lesser or to be secured? Secured= makes me happier!!! I’m tired of feeling all these insecurities….. I just want things to be done as soon as possible and everything will be back to normal or even better.
PS. maybe there is one reason why I appear to be happy go lucky, I carry a sad soul hidden in me.
